Assalamualaikum...
Oh Allah i really hope that i can turn back time
and when i get the opportunity to do so i will not do the same mistake again
i will become more careful
not to take thing lightly
listen to others advice
and
of course become more closer to You
but i am grateful now
as i have changed a lot
maybe other person just see me as the usual me
but only me myself can see the changes
Alhamdulilah...
oh Allah
i accept all the test given by you
but i really want to get rid of this feeling
the feeling of being 'scared'
after that 'incident'
i have no confident of being alone in my room
please guard me and keep me away from those thing
I know that you are even more powerful than them
i shouldn't be scared of them
but this feeling is hard to explain
when I start to forget
it happen again
i am not sure whether it's a dream or really happen
i am so confused now
but i know that the only one that i can depend on is only You
and I will continue to do so
InsyaAllah one day this bad experience will just fade away from my mind
hopefully....
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